Weekend Read October 6&7 2012
The following letter was written to Drew, son number
three. The date is April 28,
1986 . Little did I know that Drew would never read
these words. He was only 25 years old at
this time and looking for peace and contentment. I Praise God that he is now at perfect peace
with his Heavenly Father.
Drews accident occured October 6, 1998, we miss him.
My advice is to allow yourself to enjoy each moment
with your children because none of us ever knows how long we have here on this
earth. May you be blessed by the words I wrote out of love.
Dear Drew:
Oh, my precious baby boy, what will I say to you
besides, I love you very much and pray for your happiness. No, that’s not all: I could write many things because I also have
many memories of you.
You did not want to enter this big world, I was in
labor for 22 hours and then the Doctor needed forceps to deliver you, face down, I might add! You started out being a “rebel” and have been
an individual free spirit ever since.
One day I hope you find your “illusive dream”.
Your “free” personality was very humorous when you
were a toddler, everyone loved you and laughed a lot at your funny antics. That became your goal in life, very early, to
make people laugh! Somewhere you acquired
an old cowboy hat and when it fell down over your eyes, you would come out with
the funniest lines. One classic that
many people said for along time was, “Hello deah.”
From the time you were about eighteen months
old, you tried very hard to make the world a happy place. I often feel sorry I did not have more time
to enjoy and appreciate your sense of humor.
I was more concerned with your behavior than your enjoyment.
In all fairness, you were not a “piece of
cake” to raise. Your “free spirited”
personality always wanted complete freedom to do whatever was fun and even
“crazy”. At times your behavior became
very difficult to curtail at an acceptable level.. Though these were bad times, our love for you
never diminished. We always loved you so
very much but I must admit, a parent can give the wrong impression to a
child. You see, Dad and I could see the
mistakes you were making and we tried to tell you how your life should be
conducted. When a child can’t seem to
conform to the wishes of the parents, or establishment, it can be extremely
exasperating and through this it is sometimes difficult for the love to
show.
Thank you, my son, for
forgiving our mistakes, we were learning as well as you. When we are learning, we all make
mistakes. I will never forget the sad
day when you decided, instead of conforming, to move out with your big brother
and truly exercise you “freedom.” As a
parent, I had high hopes for your future and this was not in my plans. Somehow, between God and Blake you were
protected and survived without too many scars.
I was very thankful that you and Blake were together. I am also very thankful that you “reformed”
for you sister’s wedding. You made her
feel special when you sacrificed your long hair and “comfortable” clothes for
“conservatism”. Dad and I were very
proud of you that day! That day was
also a good day for Dad and yourself
because you mended much of the dissension that was gnawing at both of you.
You have many beautiful qualities. first of all, the love you have for your
family and friends is so very precious.
When you take the time to call Granny or myself or your sisters, it is
very meaningful to us all. We all love
you very much and appreciate your tender moments. I know your feelings run deep and you
sometimes have trouble being open about your emotions. Don’t be afraid. I know you are afraid of being hurt because
you have suffered many hurts and I hurt for you when you are experiencing these
things. I hope you know you can always
come and talk to me no matter what.
Another quality you display is that you are a “hustler”,
a hard worker. We are proud of you for
what you have accomplished. Your efforts
are impressive. Not only are you a hard
worker but also your intelligence is so very evident. In simple terms, Drew, you are a smart
guy! And you know how to use your brains. I am thankful that God gave you a level head
to direct you path. I pray that you will
one-day experience perfect peace and happiness because you are deserving of the
BEST there is! Know that I love you
very much: Love Mom. x o x o x o
Drew was married and had two beautiful children, Dylan and my namesake, Adena, who are very precious to us and we love them so much. Drew's legacy was that he was a loving Dad, his goal in life became to raise his children in a Godly Christian manner. He must be smiling at who they have become!
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